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I've began to rebuild myself and the last thing in the way is porn. I know now how bad of a contribution to my previous depression it was. I'm still a bit depressed and suffering anxiety from it all. The past few years have been tough for me and everything is running a lot more smoothly now, apart from 1 thing. I presume I crossdressed because I wanted women so badly. All's I knew when I started was that crossdressing turned me on. Porn made things absolutely atrocious for me. The stuff it makes you believe you are is honestly sickening. I knew crossdressing as a kid was a fetish I accidentally got into and wish I'd never have bothered. I was lucky, it wasn't as strong as before. I eventually stopped again and relapsed once more, which was the time which made me realise a lot. Unrealistic and false fantasies which the real me would shudder at. It didn't help being a horny teenager, but porn just made everything bad. I quit for 2-3 years and it came back, I quit again, came back really bad and porn and crossdressing tricked me into believing I was partly woman, and I honestly believe it was the desire for sex that porn made me feel. I started crossdressing, thinking it was a harmless fetish. Just finish where I started, which was almost virtually harmless. I will quit after this week, as I want to enjoy p with some actual girls I'm attracted to, so I don't quit on a bad note. It's not me, porn is controling my very mind. I've decided to quit fully with the horrible Feminisation and Ladyboy shit today. I've luckily never got into hypnosis, I tried it once or twice and knew something was terribly wrong.